Those days where we were each other's penguin;

one blog post.
aftwards cook maggi mee.
eat alrdy go bathe.
and then i shall proceed with homework.
given so many days, i'm still unable to finish TCC.
what a loser i am, no?
tbh, ever since you left me, i never took a shit seriously.
i gave no shit to anything.
without you, i lost all motivation in life.
i had no one to live for, nothing to fight for.
just like you gave up on me, gave up on getting silver for NAPFA.
you are the one giving up easily.
and yet you tell me, you are the kind of person who will not give up without a fight.
lies.
all those lies.
our love, those feelings for me.. all of them.
i hate you.


i'm dead already.
i'm not updating my old blog.
i'm not updating Twitter or Facebook.
i'm not replying any texts unless they are impt ones.
i'm going back to be the cold person i once was.
my heart, now as cold as the North pole..
it still loves you, so strongly.

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