I just want us to remain close to another, no matter how far apart we are;

i just couldn't bear to see brother upset.
and so, i lied.
sorry, i shouldn't have.
but, it's a must.
as for Lee Ming.. i texted him.
i really want to see his face.
i want to see his smile, his eyes, his lips..
i'm still sad, and i'm still a dead corpse.
i still couldn't stand up.
but i have to.
bcus he already doesn't care shit about me anymore.
no use to cry so much over a douchebag.
a douchebag who gave me so much good memories..
so much that it's painful.
sigh.
love is such a complicated thing.
guess.. i can never understand complicated things.
neither can i understand complicated people like him.
fuck Valentine's Day, bullshit.

-12:01pm-